so the shop has finally changed cds (a week ago, i think…) and we are now playing christmas songs! it wont really feel like christmas if shops aren't playing christmas songs, haha. it puts me in the mood, you see~ XD although a few days ago i said that i don't feel like im in the christmas spirit yet, but now, i am definitely halfway through immersing in the mood!

:D :D :D

i think it is because i've had enough rest the past few days, so my mind has more or less calmed… with the full moon over, my heart has also stopped raging. lol.



no judging. justin bieber is my sister's age and there is no way i will dislike or hate on someone her age. plus, he is pretty awesome for his age, you know? haters are only gonna make him stronger and his fans protect him even more. you get my drift. no point hating, aite? and this songs puts me in the mood too, hee~ although i still think that santa claus watching you sleep is very creepy. lol.

but yes, i am in the mood for celebrations and giving and loving; i am in the mood for christmas! :D and yeap, these are the songs that i have been looking forward to listening to when working. same as for "what happened to us"; i am still crazy over this song. lol.

i hope everybody is doing good and don't get too stressed over the long list of christmas gifts! i know how frustrating it can get because i have tons of gifts to get for my family and friends too… lol. family's gifts are already settled, friends' gifts are more or less settled (all that's left is to sort it out and buy them) and hehe, im all set and done with gifts for myself! in fact, i've already received part1 of my christmas gifts! and i love them so much because, well, i got them myself and of course i know what i want best~

nail polish (extremely lovely colors and im in love!) and a new hair color! woots! I LOVE MY RED HAIR. although i wanted to go ginger red and although i was 100% prepared to bleach my hair to achieve that shade, i decided not to. lol. morgan was annoyed that i changed my mind so quickly, HAHA. this is ellialyn for you~ nothing is ever final until the very, very last second. XD i know i float around a lot and am quite fickle-minded, but once i've decided on something, then that's it. :)

but yeap, i love my red hair and i've been holding out on washing my hair for at least 3 days already because i don't want the color to fade so quickly. :( im the kind of girl who will die (not literally haha) if i don't wash my hair for even a single day, so you can tell how much i love my red hair if i can not wash it for 3 days. lol. so yes, again, I LOVE MY RED HAIR. i hope the colors stays for as long as possible! im probably gonna maintain this shade for a while… unless the shade after it fades steals my heart away too. XD and oh, in case you're wondering, yes, i've already washed my hair. 3 days seem to be my absolute limit. lol.

and hmm, im probably not gonna get the tattoo this christmas… it was my original christmas present for myself, but since i still cannot really decide where i want it to be, i decided to wait. maybe i'll get it when i turn 22, or whenever i feel like it. hehe. and don't judge me for getting a tattoo, lol. i only push for things that truly mean something to me.

and oh! i got a new ring too! because i thought i lost the second one and i was devastated, so i wasted no time in getting a new one. i hate it when my thumb reaches over to play with the ring and it's not there anymore. lol. and so it turns out, mummy found the ring lying somewhere around in the room… lol.

so now i have two rings! im wearing the newest one more often, though, because besides "I am my own master", i had "AKT5AITH" engraved on the inside of the ring too! but for now, i'm wearing both rings on both hands… i'll probably have the older one on a chain and around my neck. :)

hmm. im probably gonna pamper myself just a little bit more… i don't usually spoil myself this much, okay! and i think i deserve a little reward for how well i've managed the year. although i didn't do as well as i had wanted to, i still managed 75% of it! :D

hehe, i guess this is it for now… im just gonna catch up on more sleep. lol. i need rest, more rest! XD



GO GET INTO THE CHRISTMAS MOOD IF YOU HAVENT!!! remember to get under a mistletoe with someone too~ :D