Monday, January 28, 2013
I've unknowingly had this song on repeat for days now, since I first heard it.
The way Jae sang life into the lyrics and the way his singing digs out the scariest emotions in me that I've hidden away. Why does all of Jae's solos make me so scared, lol!
I wrote a little something after listening to this song because I needed to vent it out and I wrote it while listening to this song. Turns out it was a very bad idea because the emotions intensified and I ended up deleting everything- after completing everything. LOL. I'm just scared of the things that stir inside me- that grow stronger- each time I read through what I've written. So I deleted them. And I wish I could say that all is good now but nah, I can already feel myself retreating into that little black space. I'll come out in a few days' time and then I'll be okay. Lol.
Kim Jaejoong, you truly are my muse. I always write the scariest things after listening to your songs. /thumbs up/