Aren't we all like that? Finding enough in us to put great faith in others and always falling short when it comes to trusting ourselves. I noticed this pattern only last year and it could also be because I'm a Cancer and an INFP but boy is my conviction in myself really that weak?! LOL.

Is it because it is easier to tell others that they can do it and that we have faith in them? Because eventually, whether it turns out a success or a failure, it is them who will have to face it. Not us. So saying these is easier- and so comes "easier said than done". Which is, in every single sense of the phrase, true.

And yet we hardly have that kind of conviction in ourselves. I am guilty. Lol. Definitely guilty, absolutely guilty. Then again, I believe it is because of my compositions (lmao) that I am like that. I mean, I've always known that I get up again as quickly as I fall. I just never realized that it is because I don't have enough faith in myself. Or maybe I just enjoy bringing myself down. Oops.

Either way, this song is the best song to listen to whenever I need renewed confidence. (Next is Level 1000 and that song makes me wanna be a badass lol.) I mean, after all, I'm still recovering and learning how to fix that still-broken confidence from those events. And this song helped soooooo much when I first started towards the light- and it still does help a lot now.

Aiyah, I digress again. This was going nowhere from the beginning. Lol.

But yeap. I'm doing good- we are all doing good. And we will continue to do good, to do better. Ngaww, I am my father's daughter, Ah Gong's granddaughter… Nothing can keep me down for long~

"IN YOUR FACE, JUST SO YOU HATERS CAN SEE ME HD."