Wednesday, June 13, 2012




I wonder how many people knows this but besides apes (gorillas, especially), white tigers and black panthers, my favorite land animal is the wolf. In fact, the wolf ranks even higher than apes (and I love apes) because they feel so personal. I've had thoughts of getting a tattoo of a wolf's silhouette on one the back of my shoulders (and yes, I do plan to get both sides tattooed) but not now, I guess. Maybe I won't even get it done because I am going to have this tattooed elsewhere. Nope, not on my body, hehe.

But I do want to get a swallow's silhouette inked on me, with a phrase of three words. I know a tattoo is a lifetime relationship and it's not like I'm doing it for fun. Do you know what a swallow represents? It represents "always coming home no matter where I've been" and that's me. I will always come back home. I do want to get it inked on the inside of my left wrist, with "a blessed child" (yeap, that's the phrase) because it links to my heart. Family and home is and always will be a part of me and I want my body to remember it. But you know, having it on the inside of my wrist isn't that good an idea because after all, I have to work. And if I were to get any other tattoos, it's because they all mean something to me. In fact, I've already thought of a few!

1. A swallow's silhouette + "a blessed child" - this has to come together.

2. My parents' birth dates. And possibly my sissy's too. LOL.

3. Always keep the Faith. Not because Micks and Jae has it over their heart (I can never take that kind of pain), but because it has come to mean so much more than standing by Dongbang and believing in them. It's a long story- just know that "Always keep the Faith" now means for me to always have faith in everything, anything. And if I may add, this sums me up quite accurately too. LOL.

4. The wolf and the swallow. Because of the lone wolf who runs alone, and the home-loving swallow who always returns. It's either running alone for freedom, or being bound to the sky. My inner struggles, if I may say.

5. I just thought of this. "With the Love of my Father, by the Grace of my Mother." On each side of the back of my shoulder. Because my parents will always be my wings. :)

Yeah. To be honest, though, I'm not even sure if I'll even get down to getting any done. I mean... I have a very limited threshold for pain (even though I can endure more than expected but no pain is ever pleasant) and I still cannot decide properly which one should go where. o_o

And hey, don't judge. I never do things just for the sake of doing it.

And yeap, I love wolves. :)