31 January 2007. Thank you for finding me. ♥
Five years. In a blink of eye, it's five years have flown by. I remember how in the beginning I would always convince people around me (who have seen me follow an artiste, only to stop following them after a while) that I would never stop supporting them. While some believed that it wouldn't last for long, some thought of me as a crazy fangirl.
Look at me now- look at us now.
I am still with my Dongbang boys and although I am not spazzing as often as before, my love and support for them have gotten so much stronger. I'm sorry to have disappointed you, but I will never ever stop supporting the five people who have given to me way too much.
Because of them, I found my own meaning of dreams, the joy behind working hard for something you enjoy doing.
Through my ups and downs, I had them. It just doesn't make sense for me to abandon them when they need me- and all of us- most.
Jung Yunho, the greatest leader I've ever known... the Leaders of the Leaders. Thank you for being my #1 favorite dancer and for always inspiring me. Thank you for always trying your utmost best to meet all of our impossible expectations. You met them all and beyond, because you are Jung Yunho. My Jung Yunho, our Jung Yunho... and I love you so.
Kim Jaejoong, the man with the most gentle heart. Right now, in trying to live life the way you deserve to, you are struggling. Thank you for always being so strong for all of us, to assure us, because you don't want us to worry too much. You are just like a flower, so delicate and beautiful and yet so, so strong. You are my Hero, our Hero. My Kim Jaejoong, our Kim Jaejoong... and I love you so.
Park Yoochun, to whom my heart mostly belongs to. First, he stole my breath with his smile, then he played the piano and sealed my fate. But most of all, I see a lot of similarities between us. He has grown so much over the years, from a crybaby to a stronger man now. Thank you for all of the times when you made my heart flutter. You are my Micks, my Park Yoochun, our Park Yoochun... and I love you so.
Kim Junsu, whose voice is not only heaven-sent but the results of years of hard work and effort. Whenever I see him, I feel glad that there is still someone like him in this world. So pure, so innocent, so untainted by the ugly of the world. Keep your sunshine smile and please always keep singing! Your voice... is truly heaven-sent. You are my Kim Junsu, our Kim duck-butt Junsu... and I love you so.
Shim Changmin, whose impossible aura I cannot forget when I finally saw you in front of me. There was a time when your eyes sparkled very beautifully and they are shrouded with exhaustion now. I want to protect you too, the way I can protect my sister. Thank you for being the snarky Voldemin and trolling on your hyungs... continue to troll them! You are my Shim Changmin, our Shim Changmin... And I love you so.
My Dong Bang Shin Ki, my everlasting five... I love you so, so much.
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There will come a time when I can finally say hello, again, to the five of you.
