whoever this walk-in shoe rack(s) belongs to, know this: im completely and irrevocably envious of you.
lol.
THIS. IS. MY. DREAM.
well, one of it, actually. this person has so many pairs of high-cuts that i want! i think i even see the pair that i had at the bottom left corner. lol. i think, i think. my eyesight isn't as good as i sincerely hope it would be, haha. i recognize many pairs that i know i have seen before too… GAHHH. this person is living the dreams of thousands of people who wants. to. own. these. lovely. babies!!!
hahahaaa, okay, i think the pair i think i have really is the pair that i have. red, check. black nike sign, check. yellowish-white soles, check. i think it is really the pair that i have. LOL.
nyahhhhh~ i've fallen back into the steps that have been trying to catch up with me- and has successfully caught up with me. well, seeing that i have gotten back into the tempo of waking up early then grabbing what should have been only an hour's worth of nap only to realize that i have fallen asleep for more than i should have, and then this ignites the entire vicious cycle of bathing late AND sleeping late AND waking up late AND turning my entire body clock upside down again.
the screwed up body clock that i slogged so hard for the past few weeks to turn back up again, lol. guess im not someone cut out to be anything near productive. :( but i tried my best and although i did cave in to temptations- only sometimes, though- i did get work done! and boy, did that satisfaction of completing something important feel good!
hmm, i was about to say that i don't have any motivation to stay away from procrastination, that im somebody with no aspirations. lol. guess that good feeling can be a form of motivation! :D
yeah, apparently the threat and life vow of saying that i will never be able to go to korea ever again if i ever, ever procrastinate again didn't work. i mean, come on! do i look like i will let that happen? never going back to korea again- did it really look like i'd let this happen? LOLLL. i think i knew this from the beginning… was just in denial. lmao! AT LEAST I TRIED! and im gonna keep trying!
:D :D :D
no matter how tiring it is gonna make me, i will definitely drag myself out of bed at 10am! i will be up and will make sure to post "I AM AWAKE AND KICKING!!!" before 11am. I WILL, AND I MUST!
gogogo, ellia! hwaiting!!!
ps/ i love jung yunho, shim changmin, kim jaejoong, park yoochun and kim junsu so very much.
