HAPPY PAPA'S DAY!!!!!

it is every papa's day today! to all papas and especially to my dearest papa, HAPPY FATHER'S DAY! :Dv

i think i've been a really bad daughter recently, because besides the times when i get out of the room for a toilet break or to grab some snacks to bite on, during which i will decide to annoy my parents and my sissy by doing weird things, i don't really talk to my father much.

:(

im sorry, paps, i will talk to you more often! :D

so i've been noticing that papa's coming home looking more tired than before. i think he's overworking himself at work… and because there's school and too much school work and most importantly, my still-here inability to manage my time as well as i want to, there's nearly nothing i can do to help. :(

i always feel like i failed as a daughter when i think about how tired papa is at the factory AND YET still refuse to let the workers do what they are supposed to do. you're the boss, paps, so go sit down and give orders! but, knowing how my father is, that will never ever happen. im 100% sure of it.

and this is why i thank God everyday for choosing this wonderful couple for my parents. they brought me up well and day after day im learning new things about my parents. i, of course, cant talk about it openly with them because, erm, we asian families are cool like that. LOL. but yeah, at least im lucky enough to be able to learn new things about my parents.

to my one and only father who has always doted on me but always knew when to be strict with me, i love you. i don't say it out loud and i don't show it that openly, but i love you and i don't want any other man as my father. in my next life, my next next life, my next next next life and many more other next lives, i wish to always be your daughter. :) i always want to be my parents' daughter!

friends probably hear a lot about my father from me. it's because i love him so much, i have nothing but good things to say about him. and maybe expose some of his secrets. LOL. like sharing what crazy things he does at home, teehee! that's why they say, like father, like daughter! :Dv

these aside, im really very grateful for all that papa has done for me.

for telling me, "so what if you grow up and still don't have a job? papa is here and papa will always support you."

and for teaching me, "money is not a problem. it will never be a problem. as long as the family is here, money will never be a problem."

and for supporting me, "whatever you want to do, papa will support you. money is not a problem. just go ahead and do whatever you want to do."

and for assuring me, "of course i will let you dance. do you really think that you can dance if i don't want you to?"

my father does chicken screeches and monkey screams with me. i think i learnt the monkey scream from him. my father stands in front of the tv and shakes his butt to make us laugh. my father, to scare my mother, is willing to stand behind the wall for nearly 15 minutes (while i watch what happens hahahaa). my father very enthusiastically helps my sissy and i take pictures of us with huge posters of dongbang. my father will always be the #1 man in my life, like how i will always be his baby daughter.

:)

i love you, papa, and happy father's day to you!

what are you waiting for? go, now! go tell your father how much you love him! :)

ps/ by the way, im so glad that the one week of sore throat and fever and runny nose and clogged throat and nose is over, because during that one week i couldn't make any of my usual random chicken screeches or monkey screams and more AND IT MADE ME SO UPSET AND UNLIKE ME! it was like living in another person's body! T_T so yes, im glad my voice is back. lol.