i am finally done with my readings! …for week one only, though. but still, it is better than nothing!
gosh, i can no longer study the way i used to. music blasting in my ears used to help me focus, but now they are nothing but a sweet distraction~ lol. or maybe because it was dongbang's songs (from their new album) that i was listening to, haha.
and yeah, i've also realized how macky (aka my macbook; yes, that's its name) can be a very, very big and dangerous distraction. -_- i cant switch off the internet because meimei's on it the entire day and with macky online, i cant help but keep going to twitter and facebook and soompi and more twitter… and yeah, you get the drift. i end up not studying instead and because of this damn flaw of mine, im left with only tuesday to finish up the other two readings. lol.
yes, after not being in school for the past ten months, not including the bridging course i had, my self-discipline when it comes to studying has vastly decreased. almost to the extent of non-existent at all… lol. buck up, ellia!
well, i dare not say that im very determined, but im definitely more than willing to study hard and well. it'd be great if i could ace anything at all, and it's definitely something i need to get back to doing. acing school, i mean. LOL. heh, i'll try~ XD
and yes! the readings!!! im gonna start reading from the last paragraph next time! -_- why do the authors like to go around in circles and only get to the point (which is what we're reading for) at the end…?! and as if leading us in circles wasn't enough… fancy leading us in circles within circles! *dies*
for a person who isn't very good with big words and needs more time to fully digest everything, i had a tough time. -_- and it doesn't help that understanding comes to me slightly later… it's funny how as im typing this, my understanding of the first reading (read two days ago) is only just coming to me. well, some things and some people (like me), take some time. lol. but yeah, i do understand. just some parts… not so much. lol. at least im trying! give me credit for my effort!
hmmm.
gonna finish up the two readings tomorrow! or later, lol. im not that sleepy yet, so maybe i'll just briefly read through. and maybe dream of what i read later. happens all the time. -_-
ohwell~ i guess this means i really have to get my butt down to planning my time properly! everything is just shouting at me to tidy up, to plan properly, to manage well, to clean up well. lol.
yeah, i have yet to find time to give my room the chance to look like a girl's room. T_T but im lazy! i cant have my own room until october, so im lazy to move now! LOL.
haha yeah, im rambling already.
cheerios! :D
ps/ must. not. listen. to dongbang's songs while studying. i always end up drifting away to dongbang land… lol!
