it's not that i dislike the rain, but it would be nice if the sun decides to come out now. =)

i just don't like how i am always alone at home during a thunderstorm. lol. im scared, okay, im scared! i don't like being alone in a small space, surrounded by darkness. i am scared of being confined and i am fricking hell scared of the dark. T_T

i should watch skk, but im really not in the mood to watch it now. i just woke up and im still a little groggy and all.. haha. sorry micks! i will watch it tonight! :D and haha, there are so many dramas that i could be watching now, like vampire diaries or split (an israel vampire series), but heh. i dont watch things that scare me when im alone at home.

im sorry, but while i have been into vampire stories/series since eight, i have been a coward since birth. LOLOLOL. no matter how much i like it, i still cannot force myself to not imagine that something will suddenly pop out from that corner. nor, that corner where all the shadows meet. haha. it's just something i cant really 100% overcome yet. but it depends.. im just not that into the darkness outside my room, okay?!

ps/ the lady cut my fringe so short. :( and too layered. :( i want my chinese doll fringe back! :(