i want to pack up and go to a place where i know nobody and nobody knows me.

i want to fly far away to look for the strength and confidence to start afresh.

i want to go away and hide from everybody forever.





lost.

standing in the middle of nowhere and with nothing left of my confidence.

my pillars have shaken and my world is gonna come crashing down on me.

i look up at the skies and find myself staring into the eyes of never-ending black.




dear ellialyn, come back home soon, please..