i kickstarted today feeling good; things went well for me, too. :D
psssst! i am a certified driver now!
i just wanna say that im proud of myself for being able to keep it a secret. the date of my traffic police test, haha. nobody knew, at all! okay, maybe only one person knew but this person has nobody to tell.. lol. yeah, i didnt even let my parents know, and papa was just asking about it last night. like what i tell others who ask, "it's in april." HAHA! tricked y'all! actually, i dont know if im more excited about passing or being able to hold the big secret in for so long, lol.
sitting in the waiting room with other hopefuls was kind of interesting. i mean, the feeling that i got.. it was interesting. my skin could taste the excitement and anxiety that hung in the air. ahhh.. the only bad thing was seeing everybody getting called out one by one and you are still left in there. i was one of the last few to leave, lol. my heart was pounding in my ears and i was freezing in the damn air-con room. -.- but haha, yeah! it was an interesting experience, something i will treasure.
and then the video that we have to watch after we pay for the registration of our license. WTF, they should have giving a warning or something of the images they were going to show! hello, there are people who cant take such grosteque images? like me? i felt soooo uncomfortable and was gripping my bag the entire time. they also showed us scenes of real car accidents; they should have warned us or something, shouldnt they? i mean, car accidents bring back bad memories and stuff.. i was pretty agitated the entire time, lol. i know, the irony.. but still. sigh.
anyway!
i did both of my parkings in one shot! swee swee, nice nice one shot in! :D haha, although i was super nervous in the beginning.. i was trembling until i couldnt even move my fingers just to turn on the signal, lol. then kena penalized for not turning on the signal in time lor.. lol. BUT I WAS SUPER NERVOUS! but thank goodness, i calmed down after a while. maybe it's because i've been reading "the purpose driven life" every night, which helped me feel a lil closer to God and stuff, but yeah.. reminding myself that God is always there with me helped a lot in calming myself down. :)
a big thanks to ahben, shux, nana, wally, chinliat da ge and clover.. especially ahben and wally, who actually revised both btt and ftt with me on msn. thanks to shux who has always been guiding me along the way. thanks to nana, shinliat da ge and clover for believing in me! these are the few people, apart from my parents, who received the first hand news. :)
and most importantly!
my instructor.
:)
when i called him to tell him that i have passed the test, he sounded so happy and proud.. that i cried. seriously. i couldnt even say a proper 'thank you' because i was choking on my tears. and it's super embarrassing to cry in a room full of people waiting for their queue number to flash lor! but ahya, i cant help it if im such a crybaby, haha! but yeah, his pitch literally flew up a few keys. maybe it's because his passing rates has risen, but whatever lah. a teacher is a teacher and he will always be proud when his student achieves something, no? :)
to be honest, my instructor has always been telling me that i can do it and stuff; he was SO sure that i will pass in one attempt! i was worried, scared.. what if i dont? but as he says, "大不了，fail 而以嘛!" absolutely nothing to be upset about. :) im glad i had him for my instructor! and i think that he teaches well. he is a teacher who follows the constructive theory, haha! shit, lol.. i am actually tearing up now. but i have seen him for the past 5-6 months.. it's impossible to not get attached to him. he IS my teacher, after all, too. i actually miss him, haha.. :(
but yeah. i've got my license now. papa and mummy are happy. i am also happy! come on, wally! YOUR TURN TO PASS! then us 4 brothers can celebrate together! :D
im glad this week started off on a high note. cheers!
1.22am-
just took a super comfortable shower. even if the water was freezing cold, it felt gooooood. it always feels good after perspiring this much. :D thank you, sophan for the class! and just like that, i ended monday nicely. :D this is gonna be a good week, im pretty sure of it!
and lol, i realized one thing about myself. the more i enjoy something, the less guarded i am. the less guarded i am, the more the playful ellia will surface. lol. well, after all, i was a spoilt brat for most of my life. can't expect me to completely rid myself of that ellia, right? it is still me, lol! but yeah.. i get playful at times. so yeah.. im sorry!
and hahahahahaaaaaaaaa.
wont write any more letters. sending my last letter either tomorrow or wednesday. hmmm. dont have to waste time on me, seriously, lol. others' words are more important- this i know. no worries, lol! it's just that i am going to miss sharing things with somebody who wont do anything but just listen.. hmm. :)
i just wanna say that im proud of myself for being able to keep it a secret. the date of my traffic police test, haha. nobody knew, at all! okay, maybe only one person knew but this person has nobody to tell.. lol. yeah, i didnt even let my parents know, and papa was just asking about it last night. like what i tell others who ask, "it's in april." HAHA! tricked y'all! actually, i dont know if im more excited about passing or being able to hold the big secret in for so long, lol.
sitting in the waiting room with other hopefuls was kind of interesting. i mean, the feeling that i got.. it was interesting. my skin could taste the excitement and anxiety that hung in the air. ahhh.. the only bad thing was seeing everybody getting called out one by one and you are still left in there. i was one of the last few to leave, lol. my heart was pounding in my ears and i was freezing in the damn air-con room. -.- but haha, yeah! it was an interesting experience, something i will treasure.
and then the video that we have to watch after we pay for the registration of our license. WTF, they should have giving a warning or something of the images they were going to show! hello, there are people who cant take such grosteque images? like me? i felt soooo uncomfortable and was gripping my bag the entire time. they also showed us scenes of real car accidents; they should have warned us or something, shouldnt they? i mean, car accidents bring back bad memories and stuff.. i was pretty agitated the entire time, lol. i know, the irony.. but still. sigh.
anyway!
i did both of my parkings in one shot! swee swee, nice nice one shot in! :D haha, although i was super nervous in the beginning.. i was trembling until i couldnt even move my fingers just to turn on the signal, lol. then kena penalized for not turning on the signal in time lor.. lol. BUT I WAS SUPER NERVOUS! but thank goodness, i calmed down after a while. maybe it's because i've been reading "the purpose driven life" every night, which helped me feel a lil closer to God and stuff, but yeah.. reminding myself that God is always there with me helped a lot in calming myself down. :)
a big thanks to ahben, shux, nana, wally, chinliat da ge and clover.. especially ahben and wally, who actually revised both btt and ftt with me on msn. thanks to shux who has always been guiding me along the way. thanks to nana, shinliat da ge and clover for believing in me! these are the few people, apart from my parents, who received the first hand news. :)
and most importantly!
my instructor.
:)
when i called him to tell him that i have passed the test, he sounded so happy and proud.. that i cried. seriously. i couldnt even say a proper 'thank you' because i was choking on my tears. and it's super embarrassing to cry in a room full of people waiting for their queue number to flash lor! but ahya, i cant help it if im such a crybaby, haha! but yeah, his pitch literally flew up a few keys. maybe it's because his passing rates has risen, but whatever lah. a teacher is a teacher and he will always be proud when his student achieves something, no? :)
to be honest, my instructor has always been telling me that i can do it and stuff; he was SO sure that i will pass in one attempt! i was worried, scared.. what if i dont? but as he says, "大不了，fail 而以嘛!" absolutely nothing to be upset about. :) im glad i had him for my instructor! and i think that he teaches well. he is a teacher who follows the constructive theory, haha! shit, lol.. i am actually tearing up now. but i have seen him for the past 5-6 months.. it's impossible to not get attached to him. he IS my teacher, after all, too. i actually miss him, haha.. :(
but yeah. i've got my license now. papa and mummy are happy. i am also happy! come on, wally! YOUR TURN TO PASS! then us 4 brothers can celebrate together! :D
im glad this week started off on a high note. cheers!
1.22am-
just took a super comfortable shower. even if the water was freezing cold, it felt gooooood. it always feels good after perspiring this much. :D thank you, sophan for the class! and just like that, i ended monday nicely. :D this is gonna be a good week, im pretty sure of it!
and lol, i realized one thing about myself. the more i enjoy something, the less guarded i am. the less guarded i am, the more the playful ellia will surface. lol. well, after all, i was a spoilt brat for most of my life. can't expect me to completely rid myself of that ellia, right? it is still me, lol! but yeah.. i get playful at times. so yeah.. im sorry!
and hahahahahaaaaaaaaa.
wont write any more letters. sending my last letter either tomorrow or wednesday. hmmm. dont have to waste time on me, seriously, lol. others' words are more important- this i know. no worries, lol! it's just that i am going to miss sharing things with somebody who wont do anything but just listen.. hmm. :)
