Presenting to you two of the five men I've loved since they were boys (well, sorta).

:')

What I've felt about this comeback so far has yet to reduce me to tears, until I watched their Music Bank comeback performance and I found myself suddenly choking on my tears. I still remember the way happiness twinkled in Yunho's eyes and Changmin's confident smirk (and boy, has he improved at dance!). The simple joy of being able to stand on stage to sing and dance for us again.

Thank you, Yunho and Changmin, thank you for making it through all the uncertainties and coming back to us.

I won't deny that I miss seeing the five of them together and that I will always, always miss seeing them together again, but I also cannot deny that they are doing well as a duo and a trio. It isn't easy, but all five of them tided through it… and I cannot be more thankful for them standing on stage again for us. Every time I try to imagine how much pain they must have been, how confused they must have been, my heart hurts terribly and I feel horribly useless because there is nothing at all that I can do to help.

I can only do what I know to do best, and that is to love and trust them no matter what others may say.

Jung Yunho. Shim Changmin. I love the both of you, don't you dare not know! :')

And I know, I know. I haven't been the most diligent of a Cassie because I haven't been keeping up to date with their news… but believe me when I say it isn't because I am loving them less. No way in heaven, earth and hell will that ever happen. And in all the other universes and planets. LOL. But I'm serious, lol. I just don't have the time to really sit down and go through everything. But I will find the time. One day, I promise, one day. And then I'll die from self-combustion because my heart always swells up with love when it comes to Dongbang. XD

Anyhoooo!

I'm really loving 'Catch Me', song and dance, despite the dubstep. Lol. THIS is the kind of performance you call beastly. Monstrous, even. 'Catch Me' has one of craziest choreography but the transitions and formations are just mad slick! Fluid! Tight! And honestly? I believe this is a performance ONLY Dongbang can pull off. Because they are DONGBANGSHINKI, duh.

And no, I'm not too anal about them performing this live. They took around 20 hours to film these two performances and I must be mad if I still expect them to sing live… with that crazy choreography. I'm not crazy and I don't want to tire my boys out. Lip-syncing is fine and it is obvious hat they are doing so because they have never been good at lip-syncing. They did perform live for Music Bank, though, and it was just incredible.

GAHHH.

I wanna go to SM TOWN. I must, for Dongbang! I WANNA BE PART OF THE RED OCEAN AND I WANNA BE PART OF THE ONE VOICE FANCHANTING FOR THEM!

Always and forever, keep the faith and loving the five who has changed my life in many ways impossible.