Thursday, April 12, 2012



Lovely. :)



So I'm finally done with my second last semester of school. Okay, not quite yet, because I've yet to be done with the paper on Saturday. I'm spending today with my notes because tomorrow it's another family day to Sentosa!

Went to the zoo on Tuesday and gosh, I HAD SO MUCH FUN! Although the rain in the late afternoon had us stuck at the Snake House for nearly an hour (I had fun waiting for the anaconda to move and looking at the black rattlesnake poop), the mood was still up there. I've never seen Mummy so excited before (only about her komodo dragons), never seen my grandparents so curious about everything before, never seen my aunt smile that carefree before- but I've heard my sissy laugh at me that loudly many times before. Lol. The only thing I'm upset about is that Papa has to work and cannot join us... he deserves to have as much fun as we did. :( It's okay! I'll give my parents a good treat when I start working! :D

Hmm. Two weeks has come and gone and before I know it, Inang, Amang and Auntie Rose will be on the plane back to the Philippines- and only heaven knows how long it will be before I can see them again. :( Their return coincides with Jay's events in Singapore and my Taiwan trip; I really don't know what to make of everything bunched up together like that. All I know is that it's gonna be one helluva rollercoaster of emotions. I... honestly, don't even want to think about having to say goodbye. I. Hate. Goodbyes. With a passion. Lol.

And yeah, I caught "The Hunger Games" with the boys last week and GAH! I'm in love with Josh Hutcherson's smile! HOW COME I NEVER NOTICED IT BEFORE, even when I've done an entire essay on a movie he starred in?! LOL. He's younger than me though, and now I'm feeling like a pedo but HEY! He has a beautiful smile and it's so boyish, so heart-fluttering inducing. AND JENNIFER LAWRENCE IS FUNNY! I'm always laughing through her interviews and haha, she's younger than me too. By a month. LOL. /cues inferior feelings LMAO. To be honest, I was feeling extremely uncomfortable that I was gonna watch the movie without first reading the books, but even if I had the books, I would barely have any time to read. Assignments and all... And itch as I may to get the books right now, I've decided to wait out this goddamn itch and get the books in Taiwan instead. I already bought the books HAHA. Geez, I already know how crazy I'm gonna get over an entire building of books. XD

Mm.

One last thing I've to say and that has been bugging me for ages... as much as I hate to have to explain myself. Dongbang is still my #1. No matter how much I am fangirling over Bigbang (I really enjoy their music) and no matter how much I'm not fangirling over Dongbang (because honestly, I'm waaay past the fangirling stage), Dongbang is and always will be my #1. Names, numbers and others don't really bother me- and I KNOW that these hardly bother the boys too. They know the truth and as long as I know that the truth is in them, nothing else hardly ever matter. Even if it does bother, I have faith in that they will take it in their stride, take it positively. I trust them and this is something that holds me very tightly to them.

:)