helloooo!!! i hope everybody ended their 2011 beautifully and is starting an even more beautiful journey in 2012! let's just heck what people say about this year being the end of the world… if we live, we live. if we die, then we die. lol. when it happens, nobody is gonna have the time to turn to the person beside them and say, "see, i told you so!" lol!
maybe it's because i've been getting enough rest (cleaning up my room means time to myself and my thoughts and that makes me happy!) and spending enough time with my family, but i've been feeling very energetic since the last few days of 2011. and i've brought the energy over to this year, too, and i believe im off on a good start~
im officially jobless now (i really love working at smiggle; very fun friends and very interesting customers everyday!) but my body is still attuned to waking up in the early hours. lol. so every morning, my eyes spring open at 9am. LOL. then i will doze off and wake up again before slacking in bed with my phone (checking twitter lol, what a twitter-addict) until 10-11am. compared to my waking up timing in the past year, this is better than just an improvement. i hope i keep this up, because i like sleeping early and waking up early too~
but then this means losing out on the energy i get from the night. o_o haha, i'll eventually figure this out~ for all we know, it wont be long before i hit the bed at 4am and wake up only at 4pm again. lol. NO, i will not let this happen! discipline, ellia, discipline! XD
i can feel it~ i can feel that this year is gonna be a very exciting year for me! this year, i will officially graduate and then it's out to the real world for me. but whether or not i will really let what's "real" taint me. lol. actually, i see it as the ugliness that comes from competitive people who want to earn more money for the sake of earning more money.
these people… they forget to appreciate the beauty of small things in our daily lives because they are so caught up in their own wants. needs i can understand, but wants… will we really die without getting what we want? i've been thinking about it a lot recently, lol. wants versus needs versus what's good for you. they are not necessarily the same thing and when it is this case, it sucks. LOL.
hmm. so i have one more week left before it's back to school. T_T i hope i make full use of these seven days to properly recharge and nourish myself with everything i've been so horribly deprived off the past few months! i hope to read at least 2 books within the week, start writing consistently, and hmm, i don't know. lol. guitar! hahaha. XD
the past year i've been exposed to many things that helped me learn that everything is mostly based on striking a balance. hopefully, this year, i will be able to learn how to strike that balance.
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to a good 2012, cheers!
