there are so many things i want to do but don't have the luxury of time to do. that, and not having enough sleep- yet.

im starting to feel the burn of it all, although i still believe that it was the week of having to hand in two assignments that completely burnt me out. also, i had the audition. lol. and i redberries-ly fell sick! and looking at how i am a self-confessed and self-proclaimed sleep-needy (im happiest with at least 10-12hours of sleep, lol, despite its unhealthiness), what i've been getting lately just isn't enough.

that, AND I DONT HAVE ENOUGH QUALITY ME TIME. i really, really need some quality me time! sometimes i do wish that i can decline friends' requests to meet up, but they are my friends! so yes, you know you are important if i can forgo sleep and time alone for you. im sacrificing my other kind of health for you, you know… T_T

so, simplifying the growing list of things i need AND want to do…

1. MY ROOM. really gotta get that new bed, that new vanity table/shelf and do up all the decorations.

2. write. write. and more writing! life is empty without being able to sit down and write properly… everything just keeps accumulating and im literally bursting at the seams, but i just don't have time.

3. micks' and jae's dramas. dear lord, i really need to start watching!

4. read all the books i've yet to read. and re-read. only after completing this can i buy the latest books in the series im reading. sigh.

5. guitar! banana chips has been very neglected lately and i do want to write more songs. :(




time… damn. only when it is thursday will i have an entire day to do nothing. thursday, come soon? :')