a few nights ago, i had a good long chat with my girls. about relationships, of course. something we rarely touched, that night we poured almost everything out.

i take it back. i think i want to take it back, take it all back.

maybe i don't feel so okay after all. maybe the walls that i thought have already been taken down are still there. maybe i even put up even more bricks. i don't know. all i know is, im not not okay but neither am i anywhere near okay.

in my life, there is only one someone like you.