i want to dance. i really want to dance- again.
i don't mind if i have to start all over again. in fact, it is exactly what i plan to do. although it's only been less than a year since i last properly danced, it's been more than that since i last attended a dance class.
:(
and honestly, i miss dancing. i miss dancing so much, i don't dare to tell it to anybody. there are some issues i have yet to overcome but if i want to dance again, then i'd have to. so i will, because i want to dance again.
it's really funny, now that i think about it, how i still always consider dance whenever i am planning my schedule. i always leave the night free, in case i decide to join some dance school outside. lol. i don't think i can ever go back to school… it sort of brings back unpleasant memories. then again, this is one of the issues i need to overcome. i'll try, though, because this is slightly different. :(
and haha, you know how they say some people never forget. i don't think my body has ever forgotten how to move. lol. i mean, it's been months since i last practiced any isolations but every time i try, in hopes of seeing traces of muscle memory, i surprise myself. it's like time has never moved at all, and my body still remembers everything it has learnt. :)
it's not easy, you know, and please don't look down on dancers. it is the same for anybody who goes crazy over basketball, or football, or tennis, or badminton. while it may not be to you, dance is just as important to us. only heaven and my parents know how dance has helped me in staying grounded… it is also how i learnt that being humble does not mean always bringing yourself down. lol. it's a habit, haha, bringing myself down. lol! but yeah, dance… :)
i miss dancing and i want to dance.
just… give me some more time. i promise that i will work it out with myself, because i only have this lifetime.
dance, wait for me. i promise that i will be there… and i promise that i will be there right from the very first step, from the very, very beginning, all over again.
:)
