i know exactly what he means! i thank Mr. Colin Firth for putting down in words the feelings i always have when reading a book and after finishing it.

we forget that we are living in our world and look at things the way they- the characters whom we have gotten acquainted with- do. sometimes (or actually, most of the times but i don't feel like openly admitting it, lol), i speak like they do, act like they do, feel like they do. it does get kind of crazy at times, like why the hell am i doing this?! kind of crazy, but i cant help it if it happens. and every time too, at that.

and in all honesty, i just finished a book (when i typed this entry, haha) and although it is a compilation of two different stories, im experiencing exactly what i have just typed out. im in the midst of shaking everything out, though, and hopefully when the sun finally rises, i will be back to myself again. lol.