i have fallen into the flow of the feelings of the characters of the books i've been reading. the dark secrets series! lol.

it was extremely mind-effing in the beginning, but then i got the gist of it and eventually could pick up the details and figure out what was going on. :Dv i like it when it is like that~ and i love how the author has woven in supernatural elements and yet have everything turn out in the end to be just a little less than supernatural. two thumbs up! i hope she releases more books because it is something different from what i've always preferred to read and i absolutely liked it! :Dv

and apparently, im still very much affected by what i've read because, erm, im stuck in how they (the characters) feel and think. i know i will get out of it soon but strangely enough, i want this gloominess to stay just a little longer. it is giving me something that other days cannot give me… i just don't know exactly what, yet.

but this song is touching a part of myself that i've long forgotten i have. lol. zhou dingwei isn't the original singer and i very much prefer the studio version; the music for the performance is too distracting and takes away a lot from what the studio version keeps for his voice and emotions. and maybe because the only people whose live performances are preferred over studio versions are dongbang… lol. well, he is a dongbang fan too! lol.

yeah. this song. i love. i listen to it and i get thrown back into that cycle. every single time. hmm. i have a feeling that this song is going to be on repeat for days. haha. :)

and oh!

HAPPY 46TH BIRTHDAY, SINGAPORE! :Dv