Thursday, June 23, 2011




don't bother me with logic, i don't follow the way water flows.
i am a follower of what the heart speaks, a listener of what the heart sings.



i've always been a dreamer. im not different or weird- just a dreamer. and i believe in dreams.

a long time ago, i was afraid of dreaming. i was afraid of letting others know that i like to dream and really do prefer to dream but now, im more than proud to say that i am a dreamer. im comfortable and confident enough now. :)

whatever you say is impossible is, in fact, more possible than you credit it for. you just don't dare to dream- you don't dare to put yourself and your thoughts out there. you refuse to open up the gates to your mind and always make sure that you never wander too closely to the borders between reality and fantasy, or that you never linger around for longer than you should.

but why are you so afraid of dreaming, of imagining, of fantasizing, of creating?

are you afraid that once you have a taste of how wonderful it is, you will never want to leave? then by all means, stay. stay there, until you feel that it is time to leave. that is a world- your world- that you can always go back to again, anytime and anywhere.

are you afraid that once you have crossed the borders, you will confuse what is real with what is not? then by all means, be confused. when the time comes, you will eventually be able to tell the difference. your world will become so special that nothing in this world- the one we all share- can compare to it.

truthfully, i do not know where i am heading with all these. all i know is, i am not a logical person and i dream. a lot. i do not run with common sense. you may not be able to catch up with everything that floats in my mind or understand how i look at things, the way i may not be able to with yours. i don't even want to ask for anybody's acceptance- just understand. just for a short second, put yourself in my shoes- in others' shoes, for the matter- and try to understand.

i am ellialyn and i am a dreamer.

=)

you?