HAPPY 1ST YOUTUBE YEAR TO JAY!
(yay, official fanclub colors! the only thing ridiculous about it is morgan and nana always pointing out bumblebee costumes and saying that they will get it for my future children. and stop calling my daughter nutella, lol!)
it may be insignificant to many, but to us JwAlKeRz (i insist on typing this our boss' way lol), 15march2010 was the day jay "returned".
i still remember how i was smiling so hard until my cheeks hurt and then suddenly bursting into tears because i missed seeing him perform so, so much. although this isnt a performance, heh. and more than that, it was knowing and seeing for myself that he is doing well- rapping about spaghetti being the only thing between our faces and saying that he has the taylor body lol- that made me start crying.
and lol, i dont even watch this video that often now but i was happily rapping along just seconds ago. even i shocked myself because i still remember the lyrics, lol. maybe it's because i used to imitate him with xinyi, hahaha. *wipes nose four times*
im so fiercely dedicated to dongbang and the fact that i added JwAlKeRz to my identity speaks volumes. HAHAHA. i stick close to the fanclub culture in korea, aite? so no matter how much i adore gd and his animalistic charm or how much i spazz over 2ne1, i never call myself a VIP or a blackjack. it's not to that extent... but im a cassie from the cassiopeia kingdom and im a JwAlKeRz (this is getting a little troublesome to type out) from the JEFFECT. lol.
aiya, whatever lah!
if dongbang taught me the meaning of dreams, then jay taught me the meaning of picking yourself up after a fall and moving forward with life.
i cant really explain it now but if it wasnt for jay, im not so sure if i could get to today. i mean, looking at what he had to go through and how he had handled everything... forgive and forget made sense. love and respect are no longer empty words that people say. i understood that people make mistakes and the only thing you can do is to accept, learn and move on.
and im the happiest whenever jay is dancing. lol. next to yunho, jay is my favorite dancer. :D although i sometimes laugh at his expressions whenever he's dancing. hehh. and he's constantly improving! that's what makes watching him dance so much more enjoyable and fulfilling!
i promise, once this one year confinement is okay, not even papa can stop me from wanting to pick up bboy. hehe, this is what my cousins all do in philippines... surely i can try it too? :D
...how did i get to here. lol.
haha, thank you, jay. i really wish that i had a good guy friend or even a brother like you. im not complaining about ahben or wally but i believe that you wont always gang up against me like they always love to. lol. and gosh, stop being so scared of girls! you're the one with the muscles and the abs! o_o
hehe.
keep doing your thing your way, jay! it's so nice staying here and watching your career slowly taking off!
25april2011! mark your calendars because that's not only the day jay turns 24, it is also the day his debut solo album will be released! and knowing the choreographers and with jay saying that the choreographies are sick... IM EGGSIGHTEDDD!!!
ps/ i think that jay is somebody who should have clones of himself running around for all of the women in the world to marry because i really think that he makes a good husband and father. although the best is my father, lol. but yeah, i want a husband like him (at least i know he respects us females) and my children to have the same values and attitude!
