i like this. ;D

i am quite forgetful, so sometimes when i forget why i am doing certain things, uncertainty comes. and then i'd go through the slow and painful process of setting everything before me and slowly going through everything, until the moment my head hits the pillow and i remember why.

lol.

but yeah, that is usually when i sidetrack and begin to lust for other things as well. ugh, how i dislike those moment when things pop out to distract you. that is, if you allow yourself to get distracted… like me, lol. but it's okay, because i always get back on track and focus on getting to my destination again~

but yes, the feeling when you forget why you are doing something… scary. just plain scary.