11.25am

just finished watching "my girlfriend is a gumiho".

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i like to finish up an entire drama in one shot. no matter how crazy the ride of roller-coaster of emotions is, i still like it. although, i have to admit, that every single ride is even more crazy than you can ever imagine… so crazy, i think that for those valuable hours i spent in that world, i was also crazy.

but i like it!

to be able to feel… be it happiness or sadness, bliss or pain- just being able to feel is enough. do you know how wonderful it is? being able to feel what others are feeling… it's wonderful. it's… beautiful.

im glad i eventually decided to give this drama a go. to be honest, i was never that much of a drama addict. it is the same logic i apply to the books that i choose to read. in the end, im still such a person. preferring the world of wild imaginations to the existing reality… but like how miho's and dae woong's love isn't a fantasy, the world i like being in isn't really just an illusion, right?

im glad the drama ended the way it did. i've always loved happy endings. no matter how it does not make sense, as long as people who deserves to be happy are happy- together- then everything will be okay. as dae woong said, it is not because things will be okay that he does not love miho. instead, it is because he loves miho that everything will be okay.

im sorry that i judged park dong ju the way i did. in the end, he's just a man who is still hurting over a lost love. a loss that was caused by his own hands… hopefully, seeing miho and dae wooing happy together will help ease his guilt a little. ;) and yeah, i really gotta give two thumbs up (plus two big toes) for noh minwoo for really bringing the character to life! the look on his face whenever he sees evidence of the true love between miho and dae woong… you can tell how much he loved gil dal and how much he really regretted what he did. *applause*

and eesh, i cant look at lee seungki the same way again! HAHAHA. i like his voice…? AND SHIN MIN-AH IS REALLY BEAUTIFUL! i like her. ;D both of them did a wonderful job as dae woong and miho!

and honestly, if i were either miho or dae woong, i would have given up already. i would try to be strong but still, i'd end up crying the entire day away. how could they have held everything in even though they both knew that they only that much time left… ;'(

hmm~ i want to remember every single detail of this drama, because it is that good. ;) although i don't really appreciate the crazy roller-coaster ride, LOL. one moment im holding my stomach because im laughing too much (the director and the aunt is tooooo funny; their theme music is even funnier!!!), the next my throat is hurting because im crying too much, then the very next moment i'd be laughing with tears still rolling down my face! T_T this isn't a joke~ it was so overwhelming, i believed that my chest would crush from the tension! but this means that the production crew did a fantabulous job~ ;D

and im glad they did. if i ever get to meet the writer, i wanna thank him/her! thank you for giving them the ending they both deserved… ;)

i don't like sad things, although there are times when i like to feel sad just for the sake of feeling sad. lol. so if it didn't end the way i did, i think im gonna slip into depression mode for the rest of the year!!! the last time i read a super sad story, i was sad and gloomy for a reaaaally long time! it took me some time to step out of that world… haha.

in the real world, in my world, cant the heavens go crazy just once, too? just once… then for that short moment, i wouldn't be the only crazy one. i like me just being myself, just like this, but sometimes it does make me feel like an alien… im not the only one like this in the world, but i think im the only one among the people i know who's like that…? lol.

eeesh, whatever~ i may not be a gumiho, but i am ellialyn! one of a kind! mehrong~

ugh, i slept at 7am and woke up again at 9.15am and i have an interview later at 5.30pm! LOL. my swollen eyes… double LOL. but it's okay~ because im strong like that!

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너무 너무 너무 너무 너무 너무 너무 좋아해!

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this drama helped me realize so many things… how could i let it go without loving it? ;D

cheerios, and please don't irrationally get onto a crazy roller-coaster ride like this! unless you're me, you wont be able to take it! keke, mehrong~