오늘을 진짜 좋아요!

hahaha, today is a good day! =) although 12.15pm isn't that early, in my books, it is already considered very early. lol. i usually keep snoozing and wake up only at 4-5pm… lol. i still snoozed though, haha.

hmmm~ it feels good to wake up early. in fact, i feel GREAT! this shall be a motivation to wake up early. =) but i still need to have at least 7 hours of sleep. lol! what, we need a minimum of 7 hours of sleep; it is actually the amount of sleep recommended by experts. but im used to sleeping at least half the day away…

i don't know why i feel so good, though. maybe it's because i woke up to jae's tweets? although his tweet gave me a shock, lol. and i caught a spelling mistake. haha, yes, my korean is good enough to catch spelling mistakes. xD but hmmm, was it the weather? the perfect weather to sleep in… wrapped up in my blanket without having the fan on and still feeling snuggly warm. best feeling, ever. =)

ah, i think it's because i knew i was going to spam westlife's songs while studying, haha! it must be the anticipation that made me happy~ so yeah, i've been listening to westlife since i woke up and until now. shall continue later too, when i resume my revision.

though im not too sure if i wanna stare at my handwriting. o_o not that it isn't neat (i secretly like it when i get complimented on my handwriting, hee) but yeah… i write notes out because writing helps to register the information. but ugh, my hand hurts. and i gotta write 4000 words tomorrow within 3 hours! T_T 700-800 words for each question… gahh, save my hand already~



as far back as i can remember, this is the first song that made me feel hollow inside. although back then i didn't know what exactly the lyrics meant, it made me feel… sad?

this isn't goodbye, even as i watch you leave, this isn't goodbye.

i didnt understand why leaving means goodbye, but now i do.

other girls will come along, they always do.
but what's the point when all i want is you.

back then, i thought, why would you want a person? LOL. now i do… i don't want anybody yet, but i do understand what it feels like to want something. wanting to know where i stand in this world is still a kind of want, okay. lol! but yeah, the same kind of want, though for different things… i now understand.

tell me what makes a man, wanna give you all his heart.
smile when you're around, and cry when you're apart.
if you know what makes a man, wanna love you the way i do.
girl, you gotta let me know, so i can get over you.

i really didn't understand what it meant to get over somebody. now i do, lol. hee, thinking about it now makes me feel stupid because i've been singing songs that i don't understand?!

but the chorus hit me hard. simple but with so much feeling. =)

and LOLLL, they were only 20-22 when they sang this song. HAHAHAHA. sorry, i just found it funny in a cute way that they are singing about such things when they were only how old i am now. lol. honestly, i thought that they were a lot older than i am so imagine my surprise when i realized that nicky is only 32 and the others 31 and 30! LOL.

haha. have been spamming westlife videos here the way i would always spam dongbang videos. XD whatttt, westlife to 11 years old ellialyn is the same as dongbang is to 20 years old ellialyn, okay! i never adored westlife as much as i love dongbang now, but they bring back a lot of important and lovely memories. so yes, they are important too. lol.

i think too much studying has damaged my brain. shall bathe soon and then get back to… studying… T_T