finally listened to the songs in their worldwide album. not all, though, which is really bad because now that i've listened to them, im itching to listen to the other songs.

yes, it is weird listening to the boys sing in english and i dare to honestly say that i LOL-ed when i heard micky, lol. im sorry, micks, but your engRish always makes me laugh. xD but oh well, im not a fan who will blindly defend them and/or will not hesitate to bow down and kiss their toes. i support them, i admire them, i adore them- heck, i love them, but nahhh, im not that kind of fan. lol.

yeah.. them singing in english needs some more getting used to, but music goes beyond all barriers, doesnt it? i've missed their voices very very very terribly.. :( it is just jae, micks and junsu this time, but it really is more than enough. we must not be greedy, right? very soon, it will be all five voices as one again. i believe so! =)

okay, so what i've been trying to say but kept diverting from is that although there are some songs that i still need to get used to (im not used to having my boys' voices auto-tuned), they are all good songs. and gosh, jae's and junsu's english have improved! micks, on the other hand.. HAHA. i may raise a brow at his pronunciation (seeing that he grew up in virginia), but his voice.. i will always, always, always love the tinge of rawness of emotions in his voice. recordings dont fully reveal it, so i think when i listen to his live performance of his solo song, his voice is going to tug at my heartstrings and im going to start crying.

1. because i finally got to watch dongbang perform in front of me. i will be hearing them sing with my own ears and not through youtube. live. even if it's just 3/5 of dongbang..

2. all of micks' live solos had a touch of this indescribable sadness.. i dont know, but like i said, i think it is just the way the emotions leak through his voice.

AND YES, im gonna watch junsu dance aggressively and tear his clothes. lol. AND YES, im gonna watch jae hit every single high note flawlessly. :D :D :D i hope micks cries because.. just because. lol.

cant wait for tomorrow. because after tomorrow, it will be saturday and on saturday at 7pm, i will be in the same enclosed area with three of my favorite boys/men in the entire world. next to my father, of course. haha!

on a side note, i miss..

LEADER-SSHI, JUNG YUNHO! sigh, i miss this handsome man! there will be a day when i will also get to watch him dance like a heavenly creature, right? i will be able to experience his magic of luring people into his world when he dances, right? i will, right? haha.. yes, of course. i will!

and VIOLENT MAGNAE, SHIM CHANGMIN! sigh, i cant call him a boy anymore because it's obvious that he has grown up into a fine, handsome man. it still freaks me out that he and my sister looks 90% alike. changmin is a male version of my sister and my sister is a female version of changmin- literally. even their height... omg.

haha.

faith is not belief without proof, but trust without reservations.

i have faith in dongbangshinki, do you?

ps/ this is super random, but i wanna share it! xD i was on the bus today, sitting with my loosely-clasped hands place on my crossed legs. then i realized that this feels very familiar.. did i sit like this before? and then junsu came to mind. ahhh, this is the way junsu sits, lol! i told you it was something random!!!