today, i took two steps towards self-fulfillment.

i feel relieved, i feel light and most importantly, i feel happy. it doesn't matter what happens in the end, because i know that during this last stretch of time, i have done whatever i could with what i had. whether it is good or bad depends on how you look at it, and for me, it is definitely something good! :D

after what i've experienced today, i have realized one of the perks of life. at least, for me, it is. doing what you want to do isn't difficult, but having the courage to do what you want to do is. not everybody, including myself, has the confidence to take this step. it is somewhere between taking a leap of faith and stepping out of your comfort zone.. and boy, once you have done it, you feel like you are flying!

so yeah, no matter what it is, as long as you know that it is what you want to do, just go ahead. i dont have that much faith in myself, but i have very lovely friends who have endlessly encouraged and supported me. you lovely people know who you are, and just so you know, i appreciate and love every single one of you. if you need the courage to do something, look for me! i will give you all of the courage that you need! :D :D

and lol, one new thing i learnt about myself today! okay, maybe not so much because it is something that i have thought about since a long time ago. i may still have the ability to feel, but really.. there really are times when i wonder if i have lost my feelings. just something worth thinking about. =)

ps/ im glad that things went well for jay today! although all i really thought about today was only dongbang.. HAHA! oh wells, both of them mean something to me.. =)

and oh oh ohhh!!!

HAPPY 20TH BIRTHDAY TO WALLY!

:D :D :D

my friend/brother since seven; we're both twenty now so it's thirteen solid years of friendship! although there were a lot of silly things that happened in between, but im glad that we wrote them all off and remained the best friends that we are. we may not share secrets or confide in one another like best friends usually do, but i can always have fun and tons of laughter with you! i believe that this alone speaks a lot of our friendship. =) thank you for being my friend and for everything.. let's continue to be 4ec's golden couple, lol!