super random, but today i just have a lot of love for jae. =)

kim jaejoong. 24. eldest in dongbangshinki. big brother to a younger brother and younger sister. baby brother to his eight elder sisters. mother of dongbangshinki. the cook. in charge of the visual shock.

and really, i dont care if he had plastic surgery or whatever, because i didnt like him at first sight and i fell in love first with his voice. he has very beautiful, soulful eyes- even if he uses contact lenses. lol, he is making me want to buy colored lenses again!

it has been a long time since i last saw him smile this wide, this happily.. there is something very special about jae's smile. maybe it's because he is always hiding his smile behind his hands, so whenever he laughs out loud, it is a precious moment.

ever since the lawsuit, i cant help but realize how tired he looks. how his eyes no longer sparkle with life. how it seems as though i can see the trails of tears that has already dried and disappeared.

honestly, jae is the most photogenic in dongbang (at least, he is, to me) and i always loved looking at his photos, but i found myself unable to take more than just a glance at his recent ones. yes, he still looks as gorgeous, but i cant ignore the sadness etched deep in his eyes.

jaejoong-ah. youngwoong jaejoong-ah.. youngwoong means hero, right? that means you will continue to be strong and hang on, right? =)

i love you, jae, i love you so much. your voice, your smiles, your eyes and the gorgeous colors you get to dye your hair to. lol. haha, i love you yeah. all of us do. cassiopeia loves you. =)

ps/ i cant help but notice his pinky.. lol!