mummy going to the airport with me to receive jay and being more excited than i was for his arrival.
making my way down to marina bay sands and realizing that im still not very good with directions (but definitely improving). mummy asking me to be more presentable and wanting me to wear a skirt to the meet&greet. i'd rather die than wear a skirt and look like a fool in it; im okay with skirts but just now today, lol. meeting fellow jwalkers and realizing that i may still be awkward but im at least, making effort. being my usual "im scared!" self when the meet&greet started but still overcoming it because this is something that will not happen again. trying to get out of marina bay sands is like trying to get out of a maze but then again, maybe it's just me.
second chance at paragon- i really might as well. met louisa, a nice and hyper jwalker. i forgot the purpose of my mouth and i think jay was pretty lost. sigh. went home with aching legs.
day of fanmeet. the first time i tried reading a book in the light rain. a very interesting serenity, hmmm. i may just do this again; reading in the rain. jp looks like jurassic park, lol. chatting and crapping (just a little) with louisa. why do i always stutter when im speaking english? finally went in. was really excited when the fanmeet started, but was more touched because this was really happening. major arm workout. although it's the same as watching through my laptop, i still love my height. enjoyed all the dance items and the bboy items a whole lot. im sorry to the girl in front of me and the boy behind me; i kept moving to the songs. fanmeet ended.
headed down to attica with louisa, because we might as well. im not gonna enter and this is the closest i'll ever get to a club- it just isn't my type of place. louisa and i decided to place our bets on waiting by the road. not even five minutes later, they came. i hid behind a pillar because im scared. i think seeing them from afar is more comfortable than being near them, lol. accidentally let out my inner fangirl squeal for junior. thank you for hearing, turning, bowing and smiling. my heart flew. walked with them back to attica. "bye junior!" and sorry jay. :( and then i couldn't wait to get out of that place.
home sweet home. =)
the most amazing thing is the feeling that bursts out of your heart when you know that something on your wishlist has happened. and because i will always be a dongbang fan first, i just couldn't help but keep wondering if i will ever have this chance to see them this way. of course i will, haha. =)
thank you jay, aom, dok2 and the quiett for the good night. it's been a long time since i've enjoyed myself so much, just cheering and having fun. although my arms hurt after that and they still hurt now.. lol. keep doing the things you guys love to do.. stay happy! :D
wishlist:
1. watch dongbang live.
2. watch jay and aom live.
3. happiness. =)
im just left with dongbang. well, as they always say.. the best is worth the wait!
making my way down to marina bay sands and realizing that im still not very good with directions (but definitely improving). mummy asking me to be more presentable and wanting me to wear a skirt to the meet&greet. i'd rather die than wear a skirt and look like a fool in it; im okay with skirts but just now today, lol. meeting fellow jwalkers and realizing that i may still be awkward but im at least, making effort. being my usual "im scared!" self when the meet&greet started but still overcoming it because this is something that will not happen again. trying to get out of marina bay sands is like trying to get out of a maze but then again, maybe it's just me.
second chance at paragon- i really might as well. met louisa, a nice and hyper jwalker. i forgot the purpose of my mouth and i think jay was pretty lost. sigh. went home with aching legs.
day of fanmeet. the first time i tried reading a book in the light rain. a very interesting serenity, hmmm. i may just do this again; reading in the rain. jp looks like jurassic park, lol. chatting and crapping (just a little) with louisa. why do i always stutter when im speaking english? finally went in. was really excited when the fanmeet started, but was more touched because this was really happening. major arm workout. although it's the same as watching through my laptop, i still love my height. enjoyed all the dance items and the bboy items a whole lot. im sorry to the girl in front of me and the boy behind me; i kept moving to the songs. fanmeet ended.
headed down to attica with louisa, because we might as well. im not gonna enter and this is the closest i'll ever get to a club- it just isn't my type of place. louisa and i decided to place our bets on waiting by the road. not even five minutes later, they came. i hid behind a pillar because im scared. i think seeing them from afar is more comfortable than being near them, lol. accidentally let out my inner fangirl squeal for junior. thank you for hearing, turning, bowing and smiling. my heart flew. walked with them back to attica. "bye junior!" and sorry jay. :( and then i couldn't wait to get out of that place.
home sweet home. =)
the most amazing thing is the feeling that bursts out of your heart when you know that something on your wishlist has happened. and because i will always be a dongbang fan first, i just couldn't help but keep wondering if i will ever have this chance to see them this way. of course i will, haha. =)
thank you jay, aom, dok2 and the quiett for the good night. it's been a long time since i've enjoyed myself so much, just cheering and having fun. although my arms hurt after that and they still hurt now.. lol. keep doing the things you guys love to do.. stay happy! :D
wishlist:
1. watch dongbang live.
im just left with dongbang. well, as they always say.. the best is worth the wait!
