i'd sleep without having the lights on.

:D

really! i think my fear of the dark is something i can never overcome. like how mummy will always have soft legs, have cold and sweaty palms and is unable to look down whenever on a bridge, lol! which means if i was a character in 'the forbidden game' and a part of the annoying game that julian has set up for jenny and the others, i'd have an outcome like summer's. i'd de because i cannot face up to my fears. =/

i don't see fear and being scared of something as the same, but it's just me. fear numbs me but my heart only pounds hard at something im scared of, lol. i used to always have my heart in my throat when i see cockroaches, but now i just stare at them and tell them to "get lost before i get irritated and pick up the magazine just beside me". i grew out of it and i now find it interesting that cockroaches scramble away whenever i stare hard enough at them, lol! im the pest master, all right!

but fear of the dark.. i don't know how long i will take to overcome it; will i even be able to? i don't like being left alone in a small space, so when you leave me in a place with the lights off, even if it was my room, i'd still freak out. i'd keep telling myself to stop imagining things but still see things forming even in the darkest corners. :( i think it has something to do with what i once saw when i was young… lol. could have been my imagination but still, it freaked me out big time.

im scared of horror stories but i think that i look scarier than them so yeah, i sort of grew out of it. but no, i still cant watch horror movies. it does things to my imagination and when it gets out of control, erm… it is akin to torturing myself. LOL.

you? what would you try if you had no fear? =)