heuu, i dont like flowers (because they are bad for my nose) but i love sunflowers and daisies. :D in pictures, that is. i cant get too close to them.. or i’d pay with my nose. haha.
i dont know when but it seems that this time, it’s for real. my feelings about the past, present and future. i think somewhere inside me, somehow, something inside me has managed to iron out the crisps. have i found the courage and strength to finally move on?
maybe it’s because i’ve been surrounded by happy news and happy people recently.
yeah, i believe it is so. :D
or maybe it’s because the girl who left has returned and have decided to stay.
:D :D :D
whatever it is, i feel good now and this is a feeling i never want to lose, ever again.
and to whoever is reading this now, remember that you are loved and that there are people who care for you. dont pretend to be oblivious to them just because you are scared. people who love you and people who care for you.. they will never hurt you. even if they do, dont bear this grudge. they must have had a reason; it must have been for your own good.
and if you dont mind, well.. ellia is here! :DD im not the best candidate for heart-to-heart talks, but im declaring myself the top candidate as a listener. =)
hmm.
i woke up at 5.14am this morning and rolled out of bed at 6.19am. i dont know why i woke up so early either! maybe it’s because i was hungry (and for the first time in a long time, i had breakfast before meimei and papa), or maybe it’s because something/somebody refuses to let me sleep. please do not think creepy, lol. i cant possibly be unable to sleep because i am watching eclipse tonight, can i? LOL.
anyway, haha.. jay really is coming to singapore. it is confirmed! =) i promise, this is probably gonna be one of the best birthdays in my life. and well, i suppose i can see this year as a year for my dreams coming true?
junsu came in the first half of 2010 and now jay is coming in the second half. this is already 2 dreams come true!
2010 is being too nice to me.. please dont pamper me too much~ what’s left is to be able to watch a dongbang concert live. and oh, a jay concert live too. HAHA. seeee, this is what pampering me does! i just start asking for more, hehh. xD
and aww, mummy asked me this morning, “tomorrow i cook sweet and sour ah. what else do you want?”. OF COURSE I SAID, “BROCCOLI!”. my ultimate favorite! so on my birthday, im gonna have two of my favorite food. HEHH. i hope they dont get a chocolate cake again, lol.
and speaking of cakes.. thanks to everybody who has been going on and on about baking life on facebook. now that i’ve started playing it, i foresee being addicted to it. -_- but it seems fun..? HAHA.
everything is GOOD when you feel GOOD. so put on your best smile.. and face this world. =)
