to dream of a rooster means that there will be success. or something like that, haha. just know that it is linked to success.

the night i dreamt of a rooster, and a huge one too, i dreamt of ahgong too. ahgong was the one who led me to this place that looked like my home back in philippines, and under that ‘hut’ was a huge rooster. does this mean a huge success? i hope so.. and well, success comes from your own hard work and effort. =)

on the day of the dream, j.ellx was born. it is something i have always thought of doing but pushed aside because i doubted my abilities. but im just gonna take some risks and go ahead. life like mine needs some excitement; i’ve already had so many ups and downs, what is a little roller-coaster gonna mean to me? ;P it was also the day i decided that i will commit as much as possible to sinbeekwong.. so yeah.

it doesnt matter to whom huge success is going, because both are what belong to me.

j.ellx may not have solidified yet, but already, it is like my baby. it’s like im in my expecting period now, and very soon i will give birth to it. then, slowly, i will teach my baby how to walk. of course, i will be there every step of the way, holding my baby’s hand.

sinbeekwong is ahgong’s baby and now papa’s greatest dream; whatever they were unable to achieve, i will do my best to achieve it and more.

in the dream, do you know what meant the most to me?

ahgong was the one who led to me the huge rooster.

ahgong will be the one leading me to the huge success.

if i were to look at it my way, it is all of these hurts and pains that will eventually bring me there.

just wait, just you wait. im gonna do it, and then make it.

=)