Wednesday, June 9, 2010

im a dreamer. i have always been a dream. and i know, that i will always be a dreamer.

maybe this is the one reason why i believe that things that will go my way. no, it’s not a belief. it’s just something inside me that clicks with my very being. it’s a part of me- dreams, dreaming and me, the dreamer.

even if things dont go as planned, somehow, i know that they will eventually fall in place. and there, in front of me, a picture even more beautiful than originally planned. =)

yes, i know, im a dreamer.

and it is such dreams that take me to places i will never go to unless i dream.. haha, i love to imagine too! create worlds in my head, mold people out of my thoughts and breathe life into them. then i put them all down in words.

everything that i write.. they stem from my dreams. so when i say that my dreams came true, it’s because they came to life through my words. and these dreams- every single one of them- i hope to be able to share them with everybody!

yes, this is a dream, the dream.

=)

believe it or not, one day, i will make it.

going to watch ‘prince of persia’ later with morgan! :D YEAH, i finally get to watch it! i know that it is not gonna be money wasted because 100% of the reviews i read were positive. :Dit’s just a pity that robin hood is no longer playing. i shall watch it online then..? xD i cant wait for toy story 3 and shrek 4 too! and of course, ECLIPSE, which i will definitely try to catch on 7july! i was hoping that it would fall some time around my birthday and yessss, one of my wishes came true already! :D :D :D

after our movie, i’ll head to MDIS with papa. it’s just amusing how im going back to what i was supposed to do three years ago. i guess i decided to do things the other way round, heh. papa said that if studying is too stressful for me, i dont have to continue with my studies. but i will be eliminated if i dont upgrade myself, and i want to be someone my parents will be proud of. =)

well, to be honest, i cant wait until i resume my student life.. while managing j.ellx and sbk. im anticipating some stress and occasional thoughts of giving up, but ahh, what have i not been through? but you know what? i think im up for disappointment.

to have my studies stable, with j.ellx up and kicking and managing sbk.. dreams. these are my dreams. and black things do not exist in my dreams. =) only pink puffy clouds and occasional harem parties. HAHAHA. but well, you get my drift. the only things i need to look forward to are the satisfaction and contentment in achieving everything.

BECAUSE IMMA DREAMA~