안녕하세요~

i think i need to practice my korean on a daily basis, be it when im conversing or when im blogging, haha. so don’t be surprised when i start spouting sentences in korean.. im practicing and practice makes perfect, doesn’t it? =)

it really is the mindset that sets the light in which everything will be, so yeah, having the correct mindset is of utmost importance! although i dare not say that i’ve got it, but i can definitely say that i am working towards it. ㅋㅋㅋ

and i think that it is really important to not shun yourself, whether or not you are somebody you like. even if it’s just a side of you that surfaces occasionally, and is a side that you wished never existed, it is still part of you. if you embrace that side of you, then it’d probably is gonna be easier to move forward. im speaking only from my perspective, though, because this is what i’ve personally experienced.

i’ve once resented the way i am, haha! but because i have understood and accepted that it is what makes me, well, me, it no longer bothers me. although there are still times when i wish that i was a little more hard-hearted, or a little smarter.. lol. but oh well~ if ellialyn is like this, then so be it. i love myself for who i am and this is what’s most important!! :D so what if there are times when im a little weird or a little alien-ish? i cant really care what others think about me. hee. it’s really okay to just let me know that you wish you were as eccentric as i am, HAHA.

hmmm.

things are going pretty well. =) this injury really is a blessing in disguise. and i promise that i am going to have a good rest and let it recover well! very soon, i’ll be able to dance again. but in the meantime, because i have no choice to be part of the audience, i’ve been able to look at things from a different perspective. although i really ultimate super duper extremely very miss dancing.. :(

and i really have to thank jay for this, too. he, being able to face everything with such optimism, has made me feel ashamed of myself. :( but it has also given me the motivation to stride forward, too. =)

so thank you so so so much, jay, and may everything you do from now on be a huge success! the jay effect~ and yeah, i wont just be a silent supporter anymore; i wanna be a proud and loud fan now. :D but dongbang still comes first, HAHAHA. xD

and yeah, it really is thanks to jay that i’ve gotten to know about aom, through whom i’ve been able to really appreciate bboying. :) once i recover, im telling ya.. hehhh! dialtone and hiep are dope bboys! all of aom are, but i personally like dialtone and hiep a lot a lot~ i happen to have a small crush on junior too, HAHAHA. sorry jay, lol, they stole your light~

yeap, when i post this on tumblr, i should be back in mp already. i sort of miss my amk place, you know. HAHA. although having aircon is a love-hate kind of thing.. oh well.

cheers! :D